Ranting slave

I'm going back to my hometown tomorrow. FYI, I'm currently staying with S which I just moved in with some two weeks ago. And since I have promised dad to go home once every two weeks, that is twice a month, so I better keep my promise before he change his mind and forbade me from moving out.Gasps. Me moving out was partly due to the fact that our home will continue to be in chaos with me and Manda can never live in harmony for more than a week. We fought every once a week. Ours not like any other ordinary catfight lo, everytime we did, it was chaotic! Realising that I had to put an end to this, an end to mom's and dad's dilemmas, an end to Manda's terrible excuses for not coming back to sleep, I figured that moving out will be my best option. Damn. I sounded pathetic. Cow.



Earlier, I had planned to go home on today/tomorrow's morning/whichever you prefer by bus, but since my elder brother, Zac is in town for a business trip,I thought why not tag along right? It was a marriage of convenience LOL He gets a free treat at Tao's from S, and I get a free and comfy ride home. Best is that I don't even have to foot the bill! LOL :) .Smartass. But I was kind of skeptical also la, cuz he will be stopping by at his client's all the way back to Melaka! Usually, it was already a looong exhausting 6hrs drive, but now with all the stop-bys, it's going to be even looooooonger and moooore exhausting than ever! My butt's gonna be wide and flat by the time I reached home.Crap. I think I'm being inconsiderate lo..how could I complaint so much when the poor driver himself don't? Sibeh inconsiderate right. Fine, I'll stop. I bet it's gonna be at least 10hrs. Shit. Okay, fine.

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Ouch. My back aches. In fact, my whole body aches. I'm just done with sweeping and mopping the floor, and half done with the laundry now. I just wanted to ensure that the house is clean before I left. Predictably tho, that S will ruin everything by proving to me that my salvation can never be compared to his destruction. The house will prolly be in a mess again by the next day I left (stoopid) and there is still three more days before Sunday! Before his mom's coming for her usual stay! Panicked. Fuck. There is really nothing much I can do except than to keep on reminding him every hour to place back the remote controls, DVD's, nail clipper,..etc and that used dirty clothes does not belongs to the chair or floor. Other than that, there is the newspaper that I can imagine will be laying around the dining table and used, dirty plates being left unattended. Great. By the time Sunday arrived, his house will be turned into a ratholes already.Like I need another reason to "impress" his mom. Fuck.



Wait.Why do I even bother right? I moved in to ACCOMPANY him. Not MARRIED to him. Moreover I'm dating her son, not his mother right? Damn right. I think God loves me so much that he makes me hate all my bf's mother (vice verse) so that I can just screw whatever they gotta say about me and stop pretending that I love waking up at 8 to have breakie with them. Hypo. I love you too, God~Thankiu so much~ You've been such a big help~ Enjoy your milk and cookies up there~ :) You know what? I think I've did my best and the most I can do is like what I said earlier, playback and rewind. Constant reminder. Like a radio. Better still, Astro Max because you can even pause live broadcast. How cool is that huh? Anyways, if it doesn't work, I'll try nagging next time. Stoopid.



It's late. I'll go to bed after I'm done with the laundry. Nites :)